Going Quite Well.

Dear Mistress Lady Vixen.

It’s past Midnight and i can't sleep Mistress. After you fell asleep this evening Mistress i watched TV for a while and wanted to get up and have a smoke. Bugger, i was in a dilemma - should i wake you and ask for permission, just have one and assume you would grant me permission, or not have one and suffer.

i decided it was best to go with option 2. Go ahead and have one, not wanting to wake you knowing that you were ill. i can't sleep because of work worries Mistress, and i have to leave for the office in less than 6 hrs Mistress.

Last week i wrote to you on the blog, but never got around to posting it Mistress due to things roaring ahead and the opportunity to surf never arising since we began after the kids left Mistress.


So i decided to come on tonight, post the original (unedited) post and to write some thoughts on the progress so far...

Generally i think we are going fine. i can always take more bitchiness, more commands and orders - but i think you probably already knew that Mistress from the talks we had last night. (which was very intimate and sexy Mistress...)

By the way, i considered masturbating tonight, but decided against it. i am committed to forging a new dimension to our relationship Mistress, so sacrifices and actions are needed for it to be real in any sense and to show you my commitment Mistress, by actions not just words.

Not having the privileged to pre soak you panties tonight was a disappointment Mistress, :( but i guess i should not expect such delicious intimate "treats" all the time Mistress.. MMmmmmmm wet, tasty panties....

You controlling our sex life & my sexual pleasure is a very powerful thing. very emasculating and dominating. i am feeling your power now Mistress as i sit here writing this with my warm milk and cigarettes Mistress.

The pleasure for me is in the submission to your power and not touching your cock Mistress - however much it gets hard and aches to be touched by you Mistress.

This evening i felt torn as i so wanted to be used by you, and i sensed that you wanted to "look after me" - naturally enough, but when we talked we discussed this but our old behaviours surfaced.

This causes me some internal conflict Mistress... On the one hand i don’t want to be looked after and allowed to "Relax", i want to be used for *your* pleasure, amusement and convenience.

On the other hand, i want you to be the Mistress you truly are - kind, gentle, nurturing.

i have no clue how to address this - we should talk more (Maybe you need to push me until i say when its too much, and you develop the confidence that i’ll let you know if i am not up to it Mistress, maybe some other form of submission is req'd before of while i am relaxing Mistress, these are just suggestions Mistress.

OK, i should climb back into bed and try and sleep Mistress, snuggled up, frustrated, to my Goddess xxxxxxxxx

Good night Mistress Lady Vixen

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Your humble, loving, adoring slave, adonis

Trying to close the gap....

My Beloved and Worshipful Mistress Lady Vixen.

Thankyou for reading this blog Mistress (and hi to all our readers, if any remain after the massive gaps in the content?). i'm not sure where to start. It is with some trepidation that i suggest we return to “Female Led” situation (or should that be superior female controlling her male slave)

For those who actually do read this blog, i’ll explain, from my perspective, what has been going on in the sex life of Mistress Lady Vixen and her slave Adonis. Not enough!

Basically, and i have read this in soooo many other FL, D/s & L/DD blogs, life got in the way. Sounds such a weak excuse when you read it in a charged erotic state, but that’s what happened.

Mistress Lady Vixen has been studying at University. She also runs the household, obviously, but did not have anywhere near the headspace to fulfil her role as the head of the household due to an unbelievably high, intellectually demanding workload.

This resulted in the rather painful and emotionally challenging episode which followed. We both became unhappy with the situation of it not really being there anymore. Mistress Lady Vixen seemed less and less like my Mistress and more and more like my submissive again (she was originally my Submissive slave)

i was feeling very needy and hated watching something that i was enjoying so very very much slip away as her studies consumed more and more of her attention. Being brutally honest i was feeling unloved and not very special. All these things hurt, even though on a rational level what we were doing was the right thing for Mistress’ future and our future and i enjoyed watching her skills and confidence grow. (This she would never admit!)

Coupled with the above, my business has been going up and down like a yo-yo and you can see life has been a bit stressful and challenging and i am sure you could see how this would get in the way of two people trying to find their way in a new relationship model.

We were both much happier when Mistress Lady Vixen was in charge. i miss her. Mistress is at her most sensual and sexual in her domina role.

Mistress Lady Vixen has done brilliantly at Uni, top marks all round, although when congratulating her on the phone today, she kept thanking me for all my support and help. Saying the grades were mine too. i accept that as a naturally submissive man i enjoyed enduring the experience, but it was hard not being ordered to to these things. i wanted to do them for you Mistress as you are my goddess and i worship you Mistress.

You asked me for a list of things you could do to thank me Mistress, here it is.

1. Use me as your 24/7 slave
2. Train me how to act, behave, pleasure you and become your perfect slave hubby
3. Demand total and unquestioning obedience, absolutely & without exception
4. Punish me harshly for any, even the smallest transgression
5. Make the rules clear and uphold them always


i don’t want to rush this Mistress. i could not cope with the hurt of another false start Mistress so you must be sure you are ready, even if you only commit to the weekend, i need you to see it through till the end Mistress.

If it’s too soon, or you think that the last term of Uni should be completed first, then please offer me your collar and we’ll talk again more after school finishes Mistress.

Otherwise Mistress, my submission, obedience and respect is yours for the taking Mistress

i await your response Mistress, kneeling, arms behind me, head bowed, at your beautiful feet Mistress.

Your loving slave adonis xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mistress Lady Vixen's magic wand

Back to being a "Female Led" couple. My Mistress’ slave and where we belong.....There is so much i want to share with everyone regarding our first week back

Firstly, the name of this Posting, "Mistress Lady Vixen's Magic Wand". Tonight, before a wonderful dinner that Mistress Lady Vixen (MLV) cooked, I stood at attention in the kitchen, offered MLV the (dreaded) wooden spoon (hurts like hell when used for discipline) and i said "What would you like to do this evening, just wave your magic wand and i will make it happen for you Mistress....

What i was actually saying is “please Mistress, tell me what you want” As time passes and i have come to realise that it’s in the serving of my Mistress, and being useful to her that i derive pleasure.

This of course relies on Mistress telling me what she would like, what it is that would make her happy, comfortable, and or please/amuse her.

In the absence of clear direction, the spectre of fantasy creeps in and i often begin to suggest things and imagine things i'd like to happen, when in fact, it is the giving & serving her (Mistress') needs that is the source of real pleasure and a demonstration of her power..

More on Power later....

Mistress Lady Vixen and i had a long conversation this evening in the smoking room, with me obediently and humbly kneeling at her feet. i do this spontaneously, i have no idea if this irritates or pleases Mistress as yet she has given me no feedback on many of the submissive actions and acts that i have offered.

This leads to a further dilemma, should i mention this? Or would that again be topping from the bottom? Submission is more complex than i thought, or is it just me?

Today i have completed a huge amount of work for Mistress as per the list of task Mistress leaves for me.

After returning from driving Mistress into the city to her appointment, i checked out the list and began.

Many of the tasks are menial and boring, but doing them for Mistress, to please her and engender her domination is great motivator.

I want to please Mistress, to show her that i do these tasks willingly and to the best of my ability to show how serious i am about my submission to her.

There is power here. Many of the tasks, like doing research for Mistress (which i hope i did well Mistress, i still have to find the ads on the net you ordered Mistress, but i wanted to get something on the blog for you today as ordered that too Mistress). Power is the ability to get someone to do something they would not do of their own volition.

Now, here is an interesting thought. Is Mistress powerful when she uses me to clean her panties at night, serve as her toilet slave etc. No, she is wonderful and generous and open in granting me permission and the honour of serving her in this way.

But, doing dishes and laundry for Mistress. Now there is her power being exerted. On the threat of not allowing me to serve her in special, intimate ways (mmmmmm) i will do anything and be totally obedient.

Not touching Mistress' cock is also a real exertion of her power. Normally i would Masturbate at every opportunity, Mistress has reduced this to zero with just one simple instruction. "You may not touch my cock slave"

It would be easy to have an orgasm, but that would be pointless, as i have committed to my Mistress (promised effectively) that i will submit to her completely and be totally dependant upon her for any sexual pleasure.

I trust my Mistress totally. i know she will act with my best interests at heart and feel that her discipline and control of our lives and relationship are helping me to become a better man. (even when dressed in my frilly apron and panty girdle Mistress :-) )

For example, since submitting last Sunday AM (Mothers' day - very appropriate day to start spoiling a Goddess) many things have changed:

No orgasm without permission from Mistress Lady Vixen
No Bathroom use with out permission
No masturbation at all - period
No touching for self gratification (only Mistress Lady Vixen is allowed to touch her cock)
No smoking without permission (down from 25/day to 10-15/day)
Mistress has not needed to wash any of her underwear
Mistress has enjoyed a pre-warmed toilet seat and other “toilet services” whenever she likes

The list goes on. i hope that these acts of submission and demonstrated obedience to you are pleasing Mistress?

They certainly leave me in a permanent state of arousal serving you and being obedient and submissive to you Mistress

So that's enough for today, except to say "Thankyou my Mistress Lady Vixen" For all the effort you have put into becoming a dominant woman and allowing me to serve you Mistress.

One final thing Mistress, as we both believe in communication and set up this blog to facilitate it Mistress, may i say that, what would make this easier for me Mistress is greater clarity about what it is that you want and don’t want Mistress.

i crave and beg for your discipline Mistress xxxxxx

Kneeling at your feet Mistress.


adonis
Slave to Mistress Lady Vixen

She's back...with a vengance

Hello my dear slave adonis,

You've been very patient waiting for your Mistress to return. Finally, I've got the time and headspace to resume my role. I have missed my attentive, submissive, obedient slave and am planning to catch up on all I've been missing.

Just to start of on the right foot, here's the list of my requirements for the moment...I'm sure I'll come up with more soon.

Love you lots my little slave...here's to a good sexy time.



Mistress Lady Vixen’s requirements from her slave adonis

Getting up:
1. Get up to alarm & turn up heating
2. Go for a brisk 20 min walk / bike ride
3. Wake Mistress upon return, kneeling by her bedside
4. Weigh in & record weight
5. Take shower
6. Call Mistress to use shower when done
7. Make tea
8. Ensure pills & water are taken prior leaving for work
9. Mistress will make smoothie & fruit

Retiring
1. Mistress will tell you when it’s time to go to bed
2. Turn off lights & lock doors
3. Adjust heating
4. Don’t forget to set alarm for the morning
5. Go to bedroom & undress
6. Stand at attention in front of mirror, hands on head & wait
7. On Mistresses order, kneel down on pillow by her bedside
8. No eye contact
9. Mistress will tell you when to ask: Excuse me Mistress, please may I get into your bed?

Greeting (home alone)
1. Mistress will give you notice when she’s about to arrive
2. Wait kneeling at door
3. Once Mistress has entered and closed door, kiss her feet and welcome Her home.
4. I’m sure you’ll come up with the appropriate wording yourself.
5. Mistress will let you know if she wants a fully collared slave at this point or if it’s business as usual.

Slave coming home
1. slave finds Mistress
2. kneels at her feet & kisses them
3. Ask politely about Mistresses day
4. Mistress will advise slave of her requirements at that time


Mistress’s expectations at all times:

1. Honesty, obedience & respect
2. All doors to be opened by slave
3. Beds turned on at night
4. No touching my cock unless permission received
5. Strict adherence to diet & exercise regime
6. Always ask for permission before smoking, strepsils & going to toilet (unless exemption given for a period of time by Mistress)
7. Permission is to be asked in one way only: Excuse me Mistress, please may i…?
8. Slave will respond to all orders immediately
9. No talking back or frustrated comments. If slave has a concern he can ask for permission to speak freely at any time or use blog, at which time Mistress will appreciate all and any comments.
10. Surfing & masturbation are a treat given for good behaviour, not a daily past time; however slave is allowed to go on blog whenever he feels the need.
11. Slave responsible for Mistress’s lingerie…Washing & drying
12. Slave always has to ask for permission to orgasm


Restrictions
1. 6 glasses of water/day
2. pills breakfast & lunch
3. cigarettes & strepsils to be determined daily by Mistress
4. No alcohol
5. No sweets
6. Smoothie for breakfast, fruit for lunch, healthy dinner
7. No surfing, masturbation, orgasm unless permission received
8. Exercise daily

Behavioural Expectations
1. Slave will always follow above restrictions
2. Slave will use his discretion to safeguard our privacy around kids & in public
3. Slave will sms for permission to smoke when out, unless otherwise instructed

Everyday mode
When not collared or outside the bedroom, slave will address Mistress as darling etc. and be able to sit on furniture and go about his everyday live, while respecting the limits set above. He will be respectful and obey direct commands.

Slave mode
When collared and always in bedroom & also when in maid service, slave:
1. Will not use furniture without asking for permission.
2. Will always address Mistress with Mistress.
3. Will stand at attention when unsure of what to do next
4. Will kneel when handing Mistress cigs, tea etc.
5. Will follow all orders promptly and gladly
6. Will come immediately when service bell rings, stand at attention & say: you rang Mistress?


Punishment
1. Slave will bring device of Her choice to Mistress and offer it on his knees
2. Slave will beg to be punished for his transgression
3. Slave will count strokes and ask for another
4. Slave will kiss Mistress’s feet after, lying prostrate and thank Her for his punishment
5. Slave will then stand in corner, hands on head, for his Mistress’s pleasure.

Toilet slave

Mistress reserves the pleasure to demand a toilet slave at any time. “go warm the toilet seat for your Mistress!” will be the signal
Slave will get something to lie on, warm seat, inform Mistress the toilet is ready and wait in toilet facing wall. He will then follow his Mistress’s orders.
For outside toilet pleasure, Mistress will order slave to prepare the wooden toilet seat.

Waiting patiently Mistress...

My Dearest Mistress Lady Vixen

Here is my current thinking today Mistress.

Since my last post (where my expectation was that you'd take control in a few days, it is clear now that this is going to be some more time Mistress.

i understand that you are under great pressure at the moment Mistress and consequently have little head space for "us" at the moment, but i do feel assured, after we talked that you are aware of this and it's not where you want us to be either.

After the holidays Mistress, and spending some time alone touring up-country, i have had a lot of head space, and consequently quite a bit of "pent up" frustration. This has been further compounded by the fact i have over indulged on the internet looking at porn and images of situations i find erotic - this only serves to enhance my expectations - which can be a problem in that i tend to build an image of the perfect erotic Mistress - which can lead to disappointment and us both feeling a bit blurghhhh.

i mention this Mistress as you should probably prepare me for a while (maybe a week or so) of no porn and no orgasm to get me "prepared" to submit to you Mistress, not necessarily full control, just ramping up slowly and taking control of the things i love the most to start with.

i have attached a couple of pictures, which i hope you enjoy Mistress and appeal to you too Mistress. While i picked them with us in mind, they are gratuitously and vicariously selected and probably depict things that i find erotic and would like to experience. Which is probably me topping from the bottom, but the final discretion lies wit you Mistress and therefore its not all bad Mistress :-)

Its really fascinating o read back through the blog Mistress. it’s almost hard to believe how far we got before life (Uni, Working, Kids, Visitors, IT dramas etc) took over and the wheels fell off.

i really want to go back there and deeper still & only hope you feel the same way Mistress, as it was brilliant and fun.

As we said the other night Mistress - this depth of play relies on us both having a reasonable amount of head space Mistress, for you to Dominate actively, consistently and effectively & for me to concentrate on your needs and wants totally, in submission to you.

i guess what i am trying to say Mistress is that i yearn to feel for your power again Mistress, really FEEL it, and to feel good when i please you and to feel your wrath when i do not.

To know my position and be constantly reminded of it - your slave and servant Mistress

i need to feel your power through your acceptance of nothing less that total submission and complete control at all times. Always treating you with total and absolute respect and deference, otherwise.......... (That’s your fantasy Mistress)

i have really enjoyed the talks we have had and fantasy sharing around involving others in our play. Your fantasy about you dominating me and another submissive female or couple to serve us while we have a weekend away in the country is especially horny Mistress.

You dominating me and another male slave is also horny Mistress, but less so (probably in the same way as just a female slave is less appealing to you Mistress)

Being humiliated and used by you and another Mistress (and/or her slave) is also very horny Mistress.

These fantasies are going to be tricky to pull off i think Mistress, without concerted effort to find a suitable couple that we both find attractive and have a similar mindset (e.g. first timers who are both excited and terrified at the same time and prepared to go slow and have some fun!!)

To this end, if there is anyone out there that would be interested in exploring the possibility of sharing this journey or playing together, ideally in Melbourne or at least Australia, Please contact Mistress Lady Vixen at the contact in her profile (click on her at top right of blog home page)..... Who knows??

So while we are not in a place to do this "all or Nothing" i suggest we continue as we are until we are both in the “right” place Mistress for it to work Mistress.

Be assured i love and worship you my darling Mistress Lady Vixen and will patiently until the time is right again for us to resume our journey in a few weeks perhaps Mistress.

Hope you enjoyed this Mistress and i look forward to your response.

All my live and adoration

Your humble slave…

adonis xxxxxx

Rediscovering our special relationship

My dear slave adonis,

Domina is right you are an exceptionally good slave and I am very proud of you.

It has been an action packed, tiring and crazy month and as you, I am shattered and frayed at the edges...but please believe that adonis has been on my mind during this time.

I so enjoyed the deep intimacy and rich sex life we enjoyed prior to the whirlwind of activity and privacy deprivation and I also want to get it back and delve further into our special relationship.

I agree we need a bit of recovery time, but don't worry I am looking forward to taking you in hand once more. (you've given me quite a few things to correct while you've been off the leash :)

Reading your long list of punishments and treats certainly makes my juices flow and I do like the idea of setting you a rule book to serve me by.

I will think about the way I will require you to serve me and post them on the blog soon, that way you can have it in writing to refer to.

So my dear slave adonis enjoy your time off, I have a feeling it is starting to come to an end.

I'm glad we're starting to communicate again in this forum. It's a good way to express my thoughts and to gain insight into yours.

I have missed my slave and look forward to being in charge once again.

With all my love,
Mistress Lady Vixen xxx

A letter to my Mistress

Dearest, Most Worshipful, Mistress Lady Vixen.

This letter is meant to be an opening communication between us - to commence the process of moving back to where we were as a Domme/sub couple, and provide a foundation for advancing further and deeper into our loving, intimate, fulfilling and exciting Female Led Marriage.

As i mentioned in the last post, our intimate life (including sex life) has been put on hold due to a prolonged visit by family, which due to our living arrangements have resulted in no real privacy, or where tis does exist slightly, no energy to enjoy it.

All this is coming to an end on Saturday and i wanted to try and express my feelings, needs and desires as this period comes to an end.

One of the things that i am finding difficult Mistress is that i have so much i want to say and can find few words to express it. Therefore, i decided to write to you Mistress, the first of what will be many such letters over the next week or so.

The first thing we both need is to relax and recover from what has been an intensely stressful period for us both. Once our energy is restored, only then should we contemplate trying to rekindle the FLM (Female Led Marriage) we were so spectacularly successful at achieving prior to the visitors.

You need to be ready to take charge and control; i need to be ready to submit to you Mistress.

Attempting to move forward when we are both shattered is a disaster waiting to happen (i think you'll agree Mistress?)

To this end, i suggest we live a vanilla relationship, with no D/s at all for a period until we both have caught up on our sleep and had some time to ourselves.

The date at which you take control i shall leave to you Mistress, you will know when you are ready and i'll follow your lead (i'll tell you if i am not ready Mistress, as this time i need you remain "In-Charge" until the mutually agreed goals and or time limit is reached.)

Once back in our FLM D/s roles, here are some of the things i think are weaknesses that beg (the word beg is carefully used) your attention

Behaviours and activity that you might like to help me improve (so long as it pleases you Mistress) This list is in no way exhaustive, and of course should be added to the end of your list!

- Weight (Need to achieve a target before being released from collar)
- Swearing (needs to be completely eliminated from my vocabulary)
- Attentiveness to you, Mistress Lady Vixen (please make all my behaviours and activity focussed on "Your" needs Mistress. "Your" pleasure and "Your" amusement
- Smoking (Setting daily cigarette allowances)

Below is a truthful list of "Methods" of discipline which i would not "enjoy" and can therefore be used to effectively correct inappropriate behaviour Mistress.
- Orgasm denial (Especially after being used to give you an orgasm)
- being ignored
- Standing to attention for prolonged period with coin on wall
- Porn/internet restrictions
- TV restrictions
- Bedroom time (detention)
- Face slapping (Hard, ideally with leather glove - watch ears/eyes though please Mistress)
- Punishment spanking (10+ hard strokes of cane, big wooden spoon, hair brush)
- Extended chastity belt wear (while you are enjoying yourself, or over a full weekend?)
- Permission to surf (but withhold permission to touch your cock Mistress/wear CB3000)

Treats. (for when i have been good and you are pleased with my service Mistress!)
- Serving as Orgasm slave to you Mistress Lady Vixen
- Serving as toilet slave
- Cleaning your bottom
- Surfing for porn/self stimulation/orgasm
- Orgasm
- Tied to bed and being used/fucked (Blindfold and gagged)
- Being used as your slave
- Pre soaking your panties at bed time Mistress

There is a list that would be useful for me Mistress, to better serve you.

A list of requirements

- Getting up rituals (tooth paste, start shower & set to temp, make breakfast...)
- Going to bed ritual
- Leaving the house rituals
- Greeting rituals (me entering, you entering)
- Behavioural expectations (Addressing you Mistress in various contexts, opening door etiquette.
- Etiquette when serving as "shopping slave"
- Dress requirements
- Use of furniture
- Etiquette in restaurants
- Permissions required to....
- and all the other things you demand and expect of a slave if yo uare going to take the trouble of taking me “in hand” Mistress.

i want nothing more that to have a clearly set out regime in which i exist only to serve you better Mistress and make you feel like the worthy Goddess you are Mistress.

OK, i think that's more than enough for one day. There are millions of things i need to talk to you about Mistress, but there is no time right now.

Please post a response at your leisure Mistress, you are in control of the timing as mentioned above.

i know we can get back to where we were Mistress and further still if this would please you Mistress?

i remain your humble slave Mistress

adonis
Slave to Mistress Lady Vixen

Real life gets in the way of pleasure

Dear Readers…

i apologise for the lack of posting at the moment. The reasons are as varied as they are irritating! Mistress Lady Vixen has commenced a new project at work and is rarely home, and when she is her mind is focused on work, not play. Compounding this problem is we have family stating until April 10th – which means no privacy at all (bugger!)

Normal service will be resumed as soon as we can get back to some sort of normality in our life.

i miss Mistress’ guidance and governance and look forward to serving my beloved Mistress once more.

Humble regards

adonis
Slave to Mistress Lady Vixen

Still horny, even when doing housework!

My Worshipful Mistress Lady Vixen...

Thanks of the great post. i am very happy that you are enjoying your new role in our relationship. It makes my heart fill with joy Mistress when you say that you are loving your new power. As Power is what you have over this submissive, total and absolute.

For example, today i did a few chores, before i indulged myself Mistress (which i have as yet not done Mistress, as a sign of respect for you Mistress..)

i wanted to do the chores for you Mistress, to demonstrate how highly i value your dominance, Mistress like behaviour and tolerance of this lowly slave when we were both exhausted Mistress.

So, when i arrived home, i did the following..

- Negotiated with the builder and managed the quote process Mistress
- Paid all the bills Mistress
- Negotiated away from my "Gold Card" and saved us another $110 in fees Mistress
- Ordered a new card (one of the other ones)
- Cleaned my desk Mistress
- Made a new dusting attachment for the new hand vac Mistress
- Dusted the whole living area Mistress
- Naked, i Collected and lovingly hand laundered each and every pair of your black panties Mistress (For the readers, Mistress always wears black underwear when dominating me and it is my job to pre-soak them in my mouth when Mistress removes them and hand wash them when the opportunity arrises - kids you see)
- Hung all the washing out, still naked Mistress (Your cock was aroused the whole time and is now all juicy Mmmm)
- Ate my fruit and drank water+pills Mistress

Then and only then did i allow myself time to indulge myself, by first doing this blog Mistress, the i need to make the bed (cats in it at the moment) do the breakfast dishes, before preparing for the return of the kids Mistress

i know you ordered me to have fun, but to be honest, it was fun, and a bit sexy (would have been better dusting in my maids outfit, being trained by a stern Mistress though Mistress!) and i wanted to do it - to show you how much i love submitting to you and how grateful i am at you taking this role and settings standards and disciplining me into meeting them (your cock is now very hard Mistress, must be thought of fearing your "Discipline session" Mmmmm)

So no i will post it and then do my final chores (wanted to do this first, so you'd have something else to make your panties deliciously dirty for your slave Mistress xx

Oh, before i go, one last thing, using me as your toilet slave is a wonderful and humiliating act of submission that i love to perform for you at any time Mistress...

These simple acts of spontaneous submission are really fun Mistress as i can see it makes you hot Mustress (ohh ohh typo sounds like a Mistress from new zealand!) Mistress.

i cant wait until you can Domme me freely Mistress, in private and really get what you want and allow me the privilege of serving you and making sure that you, my goddess, gets exactly what she wants.

Oh, and on other "Other thing" i think we did brilliantly, managing the period when we were both stressed, tired and under time pressure, the roles retracted to a safe point and i could see you giving me the breaks i needed Mistress. (Thankyou)

i feel sure you'll have the bar well and truly raised in your own good time and i trust you to do this when you are ready Mistress.

All my love Mistress

adonis
slave to Mistress Lady Vixen

Proud and happy

My dear slave,

I was very amazed as well. it is wonderful that (after the initial gut reaction of coming home to an empty house and some rare privacy)you stopped yourself from having an orgasm and just not telling me. It's amazing how far we have come and how even if I am not there with you, you respect my orders and honour my power. You are definitely a slave any Mistress could be proud of.

I am also glad that you confessed all your transgressions, honesty is vital in this kind of relationship and once again, well done.

For those of you reading and thinking right she's gonna let him get away with it again...wrong!

adonis picked me up last night, taking my bags and opening the car door waiting for me to nod before shutting it behind me. he then confessed on the way home, but asking if i would read his post for the whole story.

after the kids went to bed I did so and was deeply impressed by his honesty and his submission...I love that he stopped when he realised what he was doing.

Once we got to the bedroom he stood naked with his hands on his head in front of the mirror as always. I gave him my (by then) very juicy panties to presoak after he begged for them appropriately. i then told him he would have to be punished for his transgressions of the day...no more stalling or forgetting (i've learned.

I then bade him to lie on the bed and got out my cane...I gave him 5 very hard strokes on the ass, being a bit lenient due to his honesty. I then ordered him to thank me for the spanking lying outstretched on the floor with hands crossed on his back and kissing my feet.

After that I got into my bed and made him stand in front of the mirror again to look at the welts on his ass. I then made him kneel by the bed and ask for permission to enter. He then gave me an explosive orgasm and I retaliated while sitting on his face.

that's the short version the kids are due soon.

what I'd like to stress more than anything is how I feel. I feel powerful and adored and catered to and loved. It's such a great feeling to know that adonis is always thinking about what Mistresses orders to him are before he does anything. And that there are consequences for transgressions. I'm also so proud of him he's lost more weight and is keeping up with the smoking restrictions as well.

It's getting easier to do and ask for what I want and that is something that has always been so difficult for me...and very frustrating for adonis prior to this female led relationship. I now realise how hard it must be to live with someone that never asks for anything or never lets you do anything for them. This is so good in so many ways for both of us....and it's a sexy, horny blast to boot.

talk to you later

all my love to adonis xxxxxxx
Mistress Lady Vixen